It was always me and you even when we tried not to be. now its over
when I thought it would never be. I just want you to know,
I want you too be happy and if thats without me, then I guess its meant to be.
Im not going too ask for a chance, I'm not going to cry anymore.
holding on is getting just a little too hard,but i hope someday you think of me.
remember, i didnt break your heart.
I want you to know, im always going to be here for you, im always going
to wanna talk to you, and im always going to love you. you built me up so
high. gave me hope; a reason for why i was feeling the way i did. but then it was over.
i was very sad and i hate it but i need to tell you how i feel.
i cant pretend i dont love you anymore.
it hurts so much because im lieing to myself.
I may not be with him, but hes still my world
hes still the one thing worth holding on too
the true test of love is no matter how long
you go without talking, he will always find a way
back into your heart,
no matter how hard you try to forget him you cant
its the little things that mean the most
but break your heart all the same,
its those times when a song comes on the radio
AND IMMEDIATELY YOU START TO CRY
just wishing he thinks about you..
just the small thought that just maybie there might be an "us"
that gives you the strength to hold on that much longer
you never realize how much you love something
UNTIL YOU LOOSE IT,
and your one of the lucky ones if you get it back
I shouldn't love you but I want you, I just can't turn away
and I dont know how to be fine when im not
cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop
JUST SO YOU KNOW
this feelings taking control of me and I cant help it
I thought you should know ive tried my best to let you go
but I dont want to I just gotta say it all
before I go, just so you know
its getting hard to be around you
theres so much I cant say, do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way, and I dont know how to be fine when im not
cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop
THIS EMPTYNESS IS KILLING ME
AND I'M WONDERING WHY I'VE WAITED SO LONG LOOKING BACK I REALIZE
it was always there just never spoken
im waiting here, ive been waiting here..
tell me why i can't get over you, please .
because truthfully i don't even know myself, maybe its the way
you can make me smile no matter how horrible of a day i've had.
or the way you laugh at your own jokes and say some of the
silliest things , the way that you are so proud of who you are and
when you look sad for even a moment it breaks my heart. how
long i've loved you practically destroys everything i've tried to rebuild
and i can't get your voice out of my head , or your pretty blue eyes.
it's silly , and no matter how hard i'll try to deny you ; i can't
YOU WILL SEE SOMEDAY, THAT ALL ALONG THE WAY, I
WAS YOURS TO HOLD.
